Coping with Miscarriage, Pregnancy Loss, TMFR, and Adoption Loss

Starting a family is supposed to be a joyous time in a woman’s life; however, this does not accurately reflect everyone’s experience around conception and pregnancy. About 10% of women in the United States have difficulty getting pregnant or staying pregnant. Because your reproductive story is strongly ingrained in your sense of self when something goes awry, whether, through infertility, premature birth, a pregnancy loss, or, as it often happens, a combination of these events, it is a trauma that negatively impacts all aspects of your life. We treat all types of losses that a pregnant person and their family can experience. A reproductive loss can cause deep heartache and despair in expectant parents regardless of whether the loss occurs early during the pregnancy (known as miscarriage), later in the pregnancy (referred to as stillbirth), termination for medical reasons, or in the short period after a baby is born. In many instances, this same set of emotions can happen when couples learn that their fertility treatments were unsuccessful.

Following infertility or a reproductive loss, you may experience emotions unlike those you have experienced before. You may no longer trust your body, your health, or the belief that pregnancy and starting a family will be a given. You may feel helpless or out of control. These emotions can be intense and scary. Even when you gradually resume your usual activities and get back to your routine, you may be left with a sense that something in your has forever changed and wonder if you will ever feel like yourself again.

If you or someone you know is experiencing miscarriage, pregnancy loss, or infertility, help is available. Call or email to find out more.  

Types of Reproductive Loss

MISCARRIAGE

About 15-25% of recognized pregnancies end up in miscarriage. No one can prevent a miscarriage from happening so when you experience a miscarriage you may feel anxious and out of control.

Often miscarriages feel like invisible losses to the rest of the world. Perhaps you were waiting to share the news, so friends and family didn’t even know you were pregnant when you experienced your miscarriage. This makes your grief feel silent and increases feelings of isolation and loneliness. While you are certainly mourning the loss of a baby that will never be, it may be difficult for others to comprehend your grief because your baby was never born. Remember that grief is a natural process, which everyone experiences differently.  

STILLBIRTH

Stillbirths or neonatal losses occur when a woman delivers a baby after the 20th week of pregnancy. This impacts over 25,000 families each year. For many parents, a stillbirth loss is unexpected and shocking, which can complicate grief symptoms as well as healing. 

SUPPORT AFTER ABORTION AND TFMR

A loss following an abortion or termination for medical reasons (TFMR) refers to the emotional and psychological impact experienced after ending a pregnancy. This type of loss is often accompanied by a complex mix of emotions, including grief, sadness, guilt, and relief. The decision to terminate a pregnancy for any reason, including medical reasons, such as severe fetal anomalies or risks to the mother’s health, adds layers of sorrow and difficult choices. Individuals may mourn not only the loss of the pregnancy but also the future they envisioned with their child. This grief can be profound and unique, requiring specialized support to process and heal.

Our expert clinicians understand the profound grief that follows an abortion or termination for medical reasons. Either of these losses can be emotionally complex and deeply personal. You may experience feelings of sadness, guilt, and confusion. It’s important to acknowledge these emotions and seek support. Our practice offers compassionate counseling tailored to your unique experience. We provide a safe space to process your grief and navigate your healing journey. Remember, your feelings are valid, and you don’t have to go through this alone. Reach out to us for the support you need during this difficult time.

UNSUCCESSFUL IVF OR IUI ROUND

Infertility is a condition that prevents the conception of a baby. This impacts approximately 10-15% of couples in the United States. Women who have miscarried or had unsuccessful attempts at in vitro fertilization (IVF), may be hesitant to try again as it is costly, time-consuming, and emotionally draining.

There is often a deep disappointment and grief that come with a failed IVF or IUI round. The anticipation and hope you felt can turn into sadness and frustration. You may feel a profound sense of loss, not just of the pregnancy, but of the dreams and plans you had. It’s common to experience a range of emotions: anger, guilt, and even questioning your self-worth.

You are not alone in these feelings. It’s important to acknowledge your grief and give yourself permission to mourn. Your journey is challenging, and your emotions are valid. Fertility challenges impact everyone differently and you may not be sure where you can turn for support. Therapy can help you cope with fertility challenges in a healthier way. Seeking support can help you process these feelings and find strength to continue. We are here to provide compassionate care and guidance through this difficult time. Reach out to us; together, we can navigate this path and explore your next steps.

If you or someone you know is experiencing these symptoms, help is available. Call or email to find out more.  

Normalizing Emotional Experiences

Regardless of the specific circumstances surrounding your loss, grief is a normal and expected reaction to a loss, including pregnancy or reproductive loss. The first several weeks following a loss are the worst and most intense. It does get better slowly and over time as you begin to accept your new normal. There is no right or wrong way to feel during this time. Remember that everyone grieves and heals differently, even among partners.

If you were carrying a pregnancy or trying to conceive, the emotional experiences are often compounded by the physical changes in your body. If you were taking fertility medications, many of your hormone levels are probably out-of-whack. If you experience a first-trimester miscarriage, your hormones will likely be shifting back to how they were before the pregnancy. The further along you were in your pregnancy, the more likely that your body was preparing for a new baby and all the necessary changes that go with it. You may experience physical symptoms from hormonal changes and emotional distress. These symptoms include:

• Fatigue

• Disrupted sleep

• Difficulty concentrating

• Loss of appetite

• Frequent crying

• Lactation

• Grief

Grief is what happens when someone we love dies. Of course, you loved your baby even before knowing him or her. So it is understandable that you feel the way that you do. There is no “right” way to grieve. So try to be accepting of any and all feelings.

After a reproductive loss, it may seem like the whole world is pregnant. You may have friends or family members who are pregnant. These constant triggers may be painful and re-open memories of your own loss. Eventually, you will begin to integrate the loss into your life and make meaning from a devastating situation. Here is some emotional distress that parents experience immediately following a loss and after several weeks.  

IMMEDIATE GRIEF SYMPTOMS INCLUDE

• Feeling numb

• Disbelief

• Profound sadness

• Guilt

• Anxiety

• Anger

• Isolation

• Reliving the events

• Concern about the future

AFTER THE FIRST SEVERAL WEEKS

• Intense emotional distress (such as depression, anxiety, and anger)

• Grief

• Avoidance of painful reminders

• Fixation on the loss

• Fear about the future

• Loneliness

• Strained relationships

If you or someone you know is experiencing these symptoms, help is available. Call or email to find out more.  

Grieving Styles: Men and Women Grieve Differently

Usually, women are expressive about their loss and more likely to seek support from others. Men, on the other hand, tend to be more action-oriented and engage in problem-solving. Your partner may seem like he is skipping over his grief and instead, focused on making arrangements. This may feel like your partner is not being sensitive to your needs. Remember that this loss happened to both of you. It is okay to talk to the other one about it. Communication is very important during this time as it lets both partners know that their grief is normal and inevitable. 

HEAL TOGETHER BY

• Understanding that grief is normal, natural, and personal

• Being sensitive to each other’s needs and feelings

• Keeping communication open and sharing thoughts and feelings

• Accepting and being respectful of different coping styles

How can I help myself grieve?

As a grieving mother, your sense of loss may be more acute than your partner’s and you may need more time to mourn the loss. Expressing your emotions in an open and supportive environment will help you to understand the unimaginable. Eventually, you will be able to accept your feelings of grief and integrate this loss. Here are some things that you can do to help yourself get through this difficult time:

• Talk to supportive people about how you feel

• Join a support group to meet other parents who understand what you are going through; this may help you feel less isolated

• Be honest about what you need; your friends and family want to help, but may not know how

• If you were far along in your pregnancy and people knew that you were expecting, select one person from each group to tell what happened if you don’t feel like you can talk about it. Remember, you can still shape the message and control how much is shared with others

• Check in with your partner often and communicate openly

• If you don’t feel ready to participate in family events or special occasions, give yourself permission to sit out. Your friends and family will understand

• Integrate the loss into your life, make something for your baby, such as an album or plant a tree in your baby’s memory, anything that helps you to recognize and make meaning of your loss

• Be easy, kind, and accepting of yourself as you heal

When do I need professional help?

Of course, it is natural and expected for you to grieve. But grieving can feel uncomfortable. If you are feeling stuck in your sadness, grief, anger, or guilt due to a reproductive loss, therapy can help. Ask yourself these questions:

• Have you stayed in bed all day, every day, for several weeks?

• Are your emotional experiences interfering with your ability to work, take care of yourself or your other children, or engage in basic self-care?

• Are you having frequent and intrusive flashbacks or nightmares about the loss?

• Do you have any intent to act on suicidal thoughts or do you plan to harm yourself?

• Are you engaging in any other self-destructive acts?

If you or someone you know is experiencing any of the above symptoms, help is available. Call or email to find out more. 

How can therapy help me?

Therapy provides the space to help you get through your sadness and other intense feelings. Nurture Therapy will guide you through this time in a way that feels safe, and healing, and honors the loss of your loved one. Benefits of therapy include:

• Helping you to heal faster by easing the pain of your loss

• Regaining control of your emotions

• Preparing for triggers that may elicit feelings of sadness about your loss

• Encouraging communication with your partner to support each other during this difficult time

• Ensuring that your relationship survives by understanding and overcoming gender differences in grieving

• Feeling like yourself again

• Promoting hope and confidence to experience another pregnancy one day, should you desire

How can family and friends show support?

The loss of a child, regardless of the child’s age, is one of the deepest pains we can experience. Often parents, who are experiencing the loss, want to turn to the baby’s grandparents, other family members, and friends, but can’t identify the kind of support that they need. Family and friends often feel helpless when someone close to them experiences a reproductive loss (miscarriage, stillbirth, infertility).  As family and friends, here is what you can do:

• Be in the space to listen. A person who has experienced a loss may want to share their story over and over as a way for them to remember their baby. Show that you care by listening attentively and engaging in good body language. Know when to be silent, sometimes a grieving person just wants someone to listen to them.

• Be prepared to talk about the baby. Don’t be afraid to say the baby’s name (if a name was given) or talk about the loss to help the grieving person heal.

• Be aware that grief has physical reactions, as well as emotional reactions. Physical reactions include poor appetite, disturbed sleep, restlessness, low energy, crying, and other pain. Emotional reactions may include anxiety, persistent fear, panic, nightmares, despair, loneliness, and isolation. Encourage your friend or family member to reach out when they are experiencing these feelings.

• Be present. Because we do not have control over a pregnancy loss, women who experience this can feel anxious, fearful, or panicky. Try not to leave a grieving mother alone. This will reduce her feelings of anxiety and loneliness.

• Understand grief. It is important to realize that grief is an individual process that is not bound by an exact time frame. You may think that the individual should be “over it” by now or “be strong”, but the person who experiences a loss will never be over it and no one wants to earn strength in this way. Instead, they find ways to live with the memories and pain associated with the loss.

• Something more. Sometimes grief can turn into depression, which would warrant professional help. The difference between grief and depression is hope. If you feel hopeless, your grief may have turned into depression and you may need therapy.

• Reassure the grieving person that their feelings are natural and necessary for healing. Remember that specific dates and anniversaries may trigger an emotional response. Be sensitive during these times and encourage the grieving person to talk about their loss.

• Take care of yourself too. A reproductive loss can impact the entire family. This may have been a grandchild or niece or nephew that you lost. This is your loss too. Give yourself the opportunity to mourn and to heal. 

Are you or someone you know struggling to become pregnant or have you experienced a pregnancy loss or multiple losses; therapy may be the right support. Call or email to find out more.